My life for the next month = Nothing but work, work, work.

I also have to get an outfit together for the loli picnic. Um. Yeah.

Bills and bills and more good bills, of course.

Would write more, but burning eyes are burning and I'd like to remember to take my contacts out before I go to sleep.

Meme from Franch. And Palmtree. Simultaneously.

Reply to this meme by yelling "Words!" and I will give you five words that remind me of you. Then post them in your LJ and explain what they mean to you.

I mean, I don't think I'll hear you if you actually yell words, but you're free to try.
I suggest just commenting.

Anyway, these are mine from Franch:

Vash: Quite possibly the best red-coated anime character known to man. Instilled in me a love of plain donuts (I'd never tried them before watching Trigun, and now they are an addiction.)
Attorney: A job I'd be damn good at if I ever got off my lazy bum and finished college. Highly unlikely.
Mommy: I has chilluns. Lots of chilluns.
Sears: WORST. JOB. EVER.
Hiei: A short and irate bishie, bishie man who Jess married in Vegas Junior Year.

And from Maya:

Horse: I'm only mildly horse-crazy... I mean, it's not like that's my Eastern zodiac sign...or involved in my middle name... or the cause of the best sport ever....
Spike: A wonderful tactic in volleyball, but I'm better at blocking them than using them. Oh, and another bishie, bishie man. Current obsession, wut?
Flaming Uke: Me! :D ALL I NEED IS A SEME! T^T IS THAT SO WRONG?!
Perfection: Everyone strives for it, only I achieve it. >3
Fashion: THE LOVE OF MY LIFE!!! (sorry, John. <3) Too bad I have no money. >:

I can pay exactly ONE bill with my most recent paycheck. THAT IS IT.

I HATE my job. I am SO BLOODY SICK of getting SCREWED OVER.

Now if you'll excuse me, I am going to go have a bowl of Fruit Loops and go to sleep.

That is all.

We're the voices
This is who we are
We're the voices
This is who we are
We are not a scene but come bearing
Songs of freedom like Marley to the masses
We are all diseased and tearing
We see the people dying daily and it grabs us
We are not all clean but come wearing
Fronts and facades that raise the odds of you
You and I serving other gods
Which leads to destruction, selah
We are all obsessed with comparing one another to each other and it scares us
One at a time we need to find our identity
Too many times we see the fog in the clarity
Can you hear me loud and clear
Aw, this is who we are
We're the voices of the generation
We make choices that mold a nation
Puttin' down all frustration
And sing it loud and clear
On every station
We are the voices
We are the voices
Voices aren't scared to sit in a chair and share anywhere what the heart can't compare
We need to learn to dare to bear
Burdens of another a voice that has a choice to care
We need the voice to sing our remedy
You and I, we're like the sounds of a symphony
What's my identity, who am I
Just a kid who seeks love from the Most High
Can you hear me loud and clear
Aw,
We're the voices of the generation
We make choices that mold a nation
Puttin' down all frustration
And sing it loud and clear
On every station
We are the voices
We are the voices
We all need a reformation (we are the voices)
We the people serve salvation
From the Voice that shatters land (we are the voices)
Your voice is in demand
Way oooo way, way oohh ooh
Way oooo way, way oohh ooh
Way oooo way, way oohh ooh
Way oooo way, way oohh ooh
We're the voices
Sing it loud and clear
We're the voices
This is who we are
We're the voices
Sing it loud and clear
We're the voices
This is who we are
Can you hear me loud and clear
This is who we are
We're the voices of the generation
We make choices that mold a nation
Puttin' down all frustration
And sing it loud and clear
On every station
We are the voices
We are the voices
We all need a reformation (we are the voices)
We the people serve salvation
From the Voice that shatters land (we are the voices)
Your voice is in demand
You'll never shut us up, you'll never shut us up
You'll never shut us down
You'll never shut us up
You'll never shut us up
You'll never shut us down (we are the voices), you'll never shut us up
You'll never shut us down, you'll never shut us up
You'll never shut us down (we are the voices)
You'll never shut us up, you'll never shut us down
You'll never shut us up

I give up on the Spike quotes, so I'm gonna throw song lyrics of the moment here because I'm bored. My knee hurts. I hate my job. I am bored with people. I have nothing to do and no one to do it with.
I feel a little mutinous, but I'm not going to say anything. I can't. It's too cruel. I'm such a bitch. The mask is going back on, and it's not coming back off. I don't think people could handle it. I'm not a nice person. I tried. It didn't work.
Fluffy needs to get his ass to New York so I have a roommate.

In Recent News: 
~Mr. H. is dead. Theoretically, we can has new ferret. We are going to try to wait until I get an apartment.
~I got the job at kgb_ and am almost done with training.
~I applied for several more jobs and will be calling them Wednesday. The earlier I can quit Sears and get some good money, the better. I have so many bills right now. Stupid bloody vet...

Maya and I are hitting the beach Saturday. :D It'll be great. We've decided I am going to spend all my free time with her and Chelsea. Itseducational is going well. I still have like a billion icons to make, and some coding to do, but Lavi and Road are having fun molesting Allen, so it's all good.

Put all my files from the old hard drive back on the laptop, and encrusted said laptop in more stickers.
I have an amazing plan for Tora-con next year, if I go.  Palmtree's helping out, because my amazing plan gave her an amazing plan, and it'll be great.

I miss Pip.
I miss my cousin.
I miss Elana.
I have no one to talk to.

~Puppy~

"The greatest single cause of atheism in the world today is Christians who acknowledge Jesus with their lips, and walk out the door, and deny him by their lifestyle."
What If I Stumble? - DCTalk

Starting to run out of Spike quotes to fit the occasion. Hm.

I am officially sick of people. It's not an active kind of feeling, though. Just  a passive, apathetic "You don't really matter anymore."

Don't get me wrong, I still adore Pip and most of my friends, but there are others that I neither like nor dislike.

I have to fix my eyebrows.

MY HEAD IS KILLING ME.
So.... EVERYONE STOP BEING SUCH BLOODY MORONS PLEASE AND THANK YOU.

AUGH.

*stalks off for a glass of milk*

"Quickly, to the Angelmobile...away!"

Heheheh.

So.
I go to work in an hour. If my laundry is done.

TATTOO PARTY ON SUNDAY!!!!!!
Plus I get to see my almost not-really nephew. (Y'know, my second cousin.)
I am so excited.

It's gonna cost me $305 to change my name. Plus whatever the paper charges. 'Cause you have to announce it, y'know. To make it legal. I looked it up.

I'm still debating between the Marines and tattooing. My desire to cover my body with ink and metal is warring with my pride.

Help.

Other than that eternal battle, I'm swell.
And you?

Applied for a job at 7-11 and at Ulta. Hopefully one of them will see fit to hire me.

Some guy in Pittsford is trying to get a band together, so I've volunteered to sing until someone better comes along.

Wrote a list of the pros and cons between enlisting in the Marines and becoming a tattoo artist.
It would appear that enlisting is the better choice.

I'm really not sure what to do anymore.

One of these days, I'm going to know what I'm doing.

Until then, I shall continue to royally screw up my life beyond repair.

That is all.

One more day. >:

Today wasn't too bad, aside from the whole working 1-10 and taking my lunch at 3 bit.
Dad fixed Jaganshi-chan for me! <33333 I have epic computer now!!! <333
And my Discover gift card came in the mail, so that's $20 I didn't have earlier. :D
Now I just have to wait for that doujin... *flail*

Tomorrow, I have to get up early in ze morning and go door-to-door doing things for my papa so I can has moar moneys.
Then at noon, I call Pip and get to spend the whole day with him. <3
And around 6, I have to find a way to the movies so I can go see Night at the Museum with Envy.

Plus, I get to wear whatever the bloody hell I want! Hooray for days off!

HOORAY FOR THE UNITED STATES MARINE CORPS.

Not so much of a hooray for everything else.

Somehow, I found the perfect Spike quote for the subject line.

I'm so useless.

All I can do is sit here and cry.

Yep. Hohenheim instead of Spike this time.

For all intents and purposes, this should be in the Vash book, but I'm writing and doing laundry and am far too lazy to go get it and a pen. So, please read carefully and try not to be hoes, mmkay?

I am...not happy. I know it's not my place to tell anyone what to do or how to live, and I try not to, because I always resent it when people do that to me. However, I.... I'm ...upset. About John moving back to Florida. I've been trying not to say anything, because I'm sure it's good for him and he'll probably do very well there, but even so I can't help how I feel.

I think, more than anything, I'm disappointed. I mean, of course, I'll miss him, and that's going to suck like crazy. But I guess I just had high hopes for a stress-free summer with my friends and significant other. Something better than last year.

I just wonder if it's even worth the oxygen anymore, to tell people we're together. Don't get me wrong, I adore my boyfriend (that's one of my problems), and I can say with all confidence that there is no one I would rather be with. But how true is it, to say you're dating someone, when you can't even talk to them in person?

I just don't know anymore.

OC MEME

Who is...

1. Your loudest character?
Ari.

2. Your shyest?
Edgar and Sara have a tie.

3. Your angriest?
Azzykins.

4. Your horniest?
It's a three-way tie between Alejandro, Yukihiro, and Ari.

5. Your poorest?
Ral.

6. Your richest?
Yukihiro and Shirin. They're rock stars, for goodness' sake.
Sara is a close second, though.

7. Your craziest?
Nix. I think.

8. Your weirdest?
Sez. He's bowled five straight gutterballs with bumpers.
Although Al's pretty special, himself...

Who was...

1. Your first character?
The first serious? Like, that I actually cared about? Because I wrote all kinds of shit as I child that I don't remember a word of.
I believe the first serious one was Miss Streakswift Marina Brookside. Hooray for Redwall RP. xP

2. Your most recent character?
I think the last one was Lydia Fitzgerald.

List three of your characters, and three traits they each possess.

1. Kiva
A business-oriented mind
Ego
Responsibility.

2.  Altsoba
Intuition
Pride
Realism

3. Eliza
Short-tempered
Nimble
Loyal

Out of all your characters, who are you most like?
I really hate to admit it, but probably Nixxy. Someone please shoot me.

Do any of your characters have pairings? If so, then list a song for three pairings that fits

Klaus/Vered - Lover I Don't Have to Love - Bright Eyes

Victoria/Colin - All The Same - Sick Puppies

Malik/Eliza - Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Midshift tomorrow, then Friday's with people I rather like.

Managed to get a shorter shift for Tuesday! :D Woo! :D

Heartbeats sound weird. Thump-thump. Thump-thump. But it's a different kind of thump, you know?

Once I pay off my bills (whenever the hell that is), I'm saving up some cash and heading off for the nomadic lifestyle.

A lot of people are going to be very displeased with me, but whatever.

I can't wait to start my t-shirt quilt! :D

Don't ask about the icon.  It just seemed to fit the title so well.

Yesterday was good tiems.
Today was good tiems.
Tomorrow is gonna suck.

I am really very excited.
Tomorrow, I have a crappy 8-hour shift. However, after that, I get to hang out with John, then we're gonna go see a film with Envy (and probably Chelsea. Yay!)
I think I'll bring clothes to change into, since the Sears dress code sucks and I hate going out in work clothes.
It's gonna be fun. :D
The plot is coming along nicely.