We had to have Bailey put down last Friday. I was rather heartbroken, but it was better than letting her suffer.
Freeze mob, psychic fair, and Ed's party Saturday. Must remember to bring glitter.
My cheapness is battling with my laziness in regards to buying v. making my cosplay for Tora-con. Any of you geeks heading to Noobiecon? I'll go if you do (and also if I have a car.)
I WANT TO WRITE CRACK ABOUT NIXXEH.
That's pretty much all from here.
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- Location:Mom's house
- Mood:
Meh - Music:Dominant -Emilie Autumn
- Location:Mom's house
- Mood:Tired
- Music:Misery Loves Company - Emilie Autumn
My dad fixed my computer (again), so once I figure out where I put the power cord, we should be fully operational. Yay!
In other news, for my birthday I want either a violin or an extremely high-quality Jade cosplay. Nothing else is wanted. Yes, I know my birthday is in 4 months, but considering the large price of said items, I thought I'd mention them now. :3
That's all from here.
<3 puppy
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- Location:Mom's house
- Mood:Tired
- Music:Come On Home -Franz Ferdinand
For srs. I mean, everyone's probably saying it, but christmas rocked.
Got up around 10:30 and opened presents. Mum wrapped my Calvin Klein dress, and gave me an iHome thingy and Muse and awesome socks. Then I had some eggnog (finally!!) and headed over to Pip's mom's. I was über nervous but everyone was great, I had a lot of fun. Following that, it was off to Integra's to compare notes, then we went to Sherlocke Holmes with Envy.
Oh. My. God.
The movie was all I expected and more. Finally someone did it right!!!!
And then it was midnight, and off we went to Denney's for a post-Christmas breakfast, and now I am home with electric blanket of win and ready to get up for more holiday goodness tomorrow! 8D
The game is afoot!
~Puppy~
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- Location: Mommy's!
Life! I has it! And it is awesome!
First: happy Christmas eve to everyone. I'll be watching Boondock Saints and eating popcorn with my family and dogs tonight, sleeping with Integra's faaabulous heated blanket, and getting up for some eggnog and presents.
Then it's off to Pip's for dinner with his family (eeks!) and I'll be cutting out of there around 7 to maybe get some Chinese and see Sherlocke Holmes with my Papa.
Then Saturday it's back here for big big supper with extended family, plus Katie coming home? I think?
After that I have the most epic of New Years parties, and don't go back to work until the 4th.
Speaking of which, I love my job. It's only like $8 an hour, but it's full time and pays the bills, which is more than I can say for Sears.
At some point, I need to clean my house. It's just a little cluttered. Maybe while I'm at it, I'll clean out my car, too.
Apparently I'll be going out for some fancy dinner with Pip's family while his sisters are in town, and my mum just bought me the most adorable Calvin Klein dress to wear. I may wear my werewolf stilettos for the lulz.
In other news, it has lately been colder here than in Moscow and St. Petersburgh. But there's not a lot of snow...guess it's too cold for that.
All in all, I think the epicness of December pretty well made up for the Fail of 2009, but I still hope 2010 isn't quite as lame.
Now if you'll excuse me, I do believe there is still cake.
Later,
Puppy <3
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- Location:Mom's house
- Mood:Chill
- Music:Some Irish Christmas Musics
I have yet to figure out why.
Some bastard at work at my sub. I'm fairly certain it was one of the 2nd shift hoes.
Very excited for nano. My novel is gonna be so epic. It's about Kiva.
Enlisting some time next year. For srs. I'm very excited.
Meanwhile, it's bloody cold as we prepare for Halloween. Fright Fest tomorrow. :D Palmshrub is masquerade shopping Sunday. Gotta get pumpkins, too.
Gonna do laundry now.
<3 Puppy
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- Location:In mah cozy bed
- Mood:Frozen
- Music:Diskotek - Caramell
Getting a little better.
Paychecks are gonna suck, since I called in all bloody week.
I was apparently "relieved of my duties" at sears. And here I was feeling well enough to work. I'm a little offended. But whatevah. Snake bites tomorrow? I hope so~
Aching head is aching.
'Tegra gave my books back. So I reread Firebird for the billionth time. :3
Brennen Caldwell is the perfect man...Although I don't normally go for blue eyes or light hair. It must be the telepathy. xD
And on that happy note, it's bedtime.
~Puppy~
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Trust, I mean. Is just over 5 years still not long enough?
See, Ry-kun is coming home this weekend. (yay! happy face!)
And she's bringing Starr with her. (yay? whatever face.)
And, once again, everyone is telling me not to start shit. They seem to be missing a vital aspect of my personality. I DON'T START SHIT. I retaliate, yes. I escalate, yes. But I DO NOT, HAVE NOT, and WILL NEVER start shit.
In the same vein, I don't hold grudges. It's a waste of time and energy. Therefore, I do not have a problem with Starr. All that drama? Was TWO BLOODY YEARS ago. It is safe to say I am SO over it. She can do whatever she bloody well pleased, it is none of my business.
But apparently, she can do no wrong or something, because she's the one that has the problem with me, but I am the person told to behave like some sort of child.
Whatever. I have more important things to worry about. (although I do hope she goes to the maze, 'cos Pip's gonna be there, and it's fun to watch him verbally bitch-slap people. God, I love my boyfriend. <3)
In other news, I am sicker than a dog. Yaaaay.
In yet other news: NaNoWriMo is less than a month away!!!
Oh, and my last day at Sears is next week. Then I dye my hair pink and get snake bites!! (omgsoexcited face)
I want to get a snowboard for our trip, but I don't has $400...
If I don't spend any money all November I can pay off and close a credit card. Hooray!
Got rid of 2 totes of clothes, and Katie cleaned the room. And I didn't buy any clothes at Waterloo yesterday, either. I got a bag, but it's not clothes! :D
Going to sleep now,
Puppy
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Three?
Yeah, you, Chandler, and the vein!!
Augh. Can't sleep, crying baby is crying.
Saw Miley and her mum yesterday. Her mum knows the word cosplay. I was impressed. You know, I look at all these people, real (Elana, Bean, Sam) and fictional (Rory, Buffy, Tohru) who have such good relationships with their mums, and I am jealous. My parents aren't very involved unless they're yelling at me for something. Like, how different would things be if they'd exhibited an interest in my college search? Or sat down and watched a show with me without getting all judgemental about it?
And when was the last time they asked what I wanted to do with my life?
*le sigh*
Trying a nap now.
~Puppy~
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So apparently my boyfriend doesn't know how to use a telephone. I mean, I can understand if he couldn't make it today, really. Prior engagements, cash, transportation... Shit happens, I know. However, a quick "Hey, I can't come because _____" IS NOT DIFFICULT. So instead of concentrating on the cold wave pool, getting leered at by the ugly guy at the Mind Eraser (twice), and whether or not I should let my ridiculously cute and happy friends wander off without me, I'm worrying that something's gone horribly wrong. All night.
Oh and my teeth are crooked again.
I don't feel well. I'm cold and bummed and full of self-loathing. So I'm going to bed.
~Puppy~
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- Location:Bed
- Music:Comfortably Numb - Pink Floyd
So it's been awhile, hasn't it? So here's hoping I actually update on all the things I want to.
I hate my job. Do you understand the level of hatred I hold for that place? The whole building could vanish into nothing tomorrow and I would be fine. But apparently I'm not worth hiring. Katie keeps getting interviewed for places and Pippin's already working full time and I don't even get a call back. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for both of them but I'm at my wits' end. I really don't know what to do. I have such useless talents, and I'm not even phenominal with said talents. I'm mediocre. This is not what I want out of life. I just wanted an adventure, a mystery, something unpredictable and fun. I want a love like the movies, I want to travel all over and have a purpose. I want people to rely on me. A little danger would not be amiss.
But what do I do?! I have failed at everything I needed to do, and now I am going to end up somewhere in suburbia, working minimum wage and nothing to show for anything. This is my world, I want people to know I lived in it. I want there to be evidence of my existence. Proof I did something with my time.
In other news, Dexter starts again this month. Yay!!
Gave up on saving my WWII thing for nanowrimo. I just really wanted to write it. Started over again. I have 4 pages and renamed the protagonist. I have a good feeling about this version.
A girl my brother dated for a week is acting like a retard I know. Good times. >_>
I am in love with the song "Potential" by Aly & Aj, as well as Kelly Clarkson's "You Found Me."
Envy and I are plotting our Dogs tattoos. They're gonna be amazing.
Well, that's it from me.
~Puppy~
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- Location:Bed
Sooo I was thinking today about how 2009 sucks and I realized that it's almost over. Hooray! Unfortunately, that means crappy summer was crappy and I have yet to enjoy such a season. However I was then thinking of all the awesome things we want to do this fall, when I remembered that I probably won't have a job at that point. The chick from picture me never called me back. :/
And of course I can't apply for any more jobs, because my laptop cord got sliced open and doesn't work anymore. Yay.
On top of all that I've been sleeping on my living room floor for the past week because my parents emptied out my room and then decided matt can take his sweet time getting his garbage out of the basement. There are no lights and the whole room smells of nastiness and that bathroom is worse than any dorm/gas station/shopping mall/hospital bathroom combination ever.
But wait, there's more! Of all the crap in my room for my parents to put into storage without my permission, they took books, dvds, and video games. Add that to a non-functioning computer and my general lack of money and it just begs the question:
WHAT THE BLOODY HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO TO KEEP FROM GOING MAD?!?!
Just shoot me now.
In other news, Sonia and Envy are the Ciel and the Grell to my Sebastian and Chelsea's Undertaker. Woo!
I still have no clue what I'm supposed to do with my life.
So I'm gonna go back to lounging about the house in a bored stupor now.
G'night.
- Location:The floor
- Mood:Stressed
- Music:Repo!
Telling how I feel is nearly impossible already, looking into someone's eyes when I do....*shudders*
2. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?
Got in a fight with my mum over something stupid.
3. You will die in three minutes. Last call?
911, I suppose.
4. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
A purse that never runs out of cash.
5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love.
Trust.
6. You are walking to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss told you if you are late one more time you're fired. Do you save the dog?
Of course! I may be unemployed, but FREE PUPPY!
Although how a dog drowns is beyond me.
7. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone.
Absolutely.
8. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you do it?
If it would make a difference in how mum found out she died, absolutely.
9. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
Yep.
10. Does sex=love?
Probably some variety.
11. Are you old fashioned?.
I guess.
12. Would you marry someone if they were unable to have sex?
Probably.
13. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you hate them?
Love. It's very difficult for me to trust someone enough to love them, and then to trust them enough to tell them is even harder.
14. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up?
Like, for Lent? Music. I can never not be listening to music.
15. Romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Earlier today.
16. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, if you HAD to, even if you have "no regrets" what would you change?
I wouldn't leave college.
17. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
My dogs. Repo Man. Chuck Norris.
18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
If I knew.
19. You are holding onto your grandmother's dying hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other which one would it be?
My grandmother is nowhere near dying, point is moot.
20. When and how was the last time you told someone how you REALLY feel?
I haven't in a long time.
If You had three months to live:
21. Do you tell anyone or everyone you are going to die?
Not until the day before when I throw a huge bash.
22. What do you do with your remaining days?
Borrow a LOT of money.
23. Would you be afraid?
Hell no.
1. Do you know many people that have your last name [I'm obviously not talking about family]?
None.
2. Do you highlight things in your books, like important information, quotes, etc?
No.
3. Have you ever spent the holidays in another country?
Memorial Day in Canada? :D
4. Are most of your clothes bright or dark colored?
It's about 50-50
5. What company made your phone?
LG.
6. Where do you work? If you don't work, where do you want to?
Sears. I hate it.
7. What does your state's license plate look like?
White with blue.
8. Do you have a yearbook for every year you've gone to school?
8th-12th.
9. What is your preferred mode of transportation?
Walking or metro.
10. Are you involved in any sports? If so, which sports, and what positions do you play?
Used to play volleyball and run track, and I've been horseback riding since I was three.
11. Do you prefer classic books or those teeny bopper ones?
Classics.
12. Is there something you love the smell of that others may find weird?
Horses. Leather. Old books.
14. How many cell phones have you had?
Four.
15. Do you own a pair of moccasins?
No. I should get some.
16. What kind of facewash do you use?
Body wash.
17. What is your favorite song to play on guitar hero/rock band?
Anarchy in the UK. It's easy, and one song I love on a game I hate.
18. Fiction or non-fiction?
Fiction
19. Can you talk to your friends about anything?
Only a select few.
20. What was going on in your life three months ago?
My birthday, Tora-con.
21. How is the weather supposed to be on Thursday?
Stormy, high of 80.
22. What program do you use to download music?
None anymore.
23. What's in your purse/bag right now?
iPod, cash, ATM card, discount card, combination lock, receipts.
24. Did you take your finals before winter break, or are you taking them when you go back?
Neither.
25. Growing up, did you have a friend that was a compulsive liar?
Yep.
26. Is there a particular race you're attracted to?
I'm an Anglophile, figure it out.
27. How short/long is your hair?
Short.
28. What movies do you want to see right now?
Inglorious Basterds looks fun.
29. What kind of teas do you enjoy?
None.
30. Do you have any ridiculous fears?
Peanut butter getting stuck to the roof of my mouth.
31. How many scarves do you own?
A lot.
32. What's the worst thing that happened to you in 2008?
2009 came about.
33. Is there a particular pen you like to write with?
It's been M.I.A. for 2 years... >:
34. Sudoku or word finds?
Word finds! :D
35. What is at the top of your "to do" list?
Sew my bloody lolita dress.
36. Why did you ignore the last person you ignored?:
They were rude.
37. What's your favorite pizza place?:
Mark's. <3
38. What was the last stupid thing someone talked you into believing?:
Beats me.
39. What's a song that would describe your life at the moment?:
Take Me Away - The Dixie Chicks.
40. What was the last thing that you shared?
Probably pop.
41. Where are you the most ticklish?
Ribs.
42. When you're wanting a midnight snack, what do you normally get?
Breakfast cereal.
43. Have you ever considered a career in music/acting?
Yup.
44. Which is worse for you: being hot, or being cold?
Being cold. I'm cold-blooded and it sucks.
45. Do you like chocolate milk?
ILOVEITPLZ
46. What kind of mood are you in right now?
Blah. Frustrated and stressed.
47. What was the last thing someone told you that had you at a loss for words?
I don't even know.
48. Was/is your high school team any good?
Girl's basketball was phenomenal.
Not so much anyone else.
49. Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
Probably.
50. So, who was your last kiss anyway?
Pip <3
- Location:The Floor
- Mood: bored
- Music:Something on Youtube.
I also have to get an outfit together for the loli picnic. Um. Yeah.
Bills and bills and more good bills, of course.
Would write more, but burning eyes are burning and I'd like to remember to take my contacts out before I go to sleep.
- Location:Couch
- Mood: tired
- Music:So What - Pink
Reply to this meme by yelling "Words!" and I will give you five words that remind me of you. Then post them in your LJ and explain what they mean to you.
I mean, I don't think I'll hear you if you actually yell words, but you're free to try.
I suggest just commenting.
Anyway, these are mine from Franch:
Vash: Quite possibly the best red-coated anime character known to man. Instilled in me a love of plain donuts (I'd never tried them before watching Trigun, and now they are an addiction.)
Attorney: A job I'd be damn good at if I ever got off my lazy bum and finished college. Highly unlikely.
Mommy: I has chilluns. Lots of chilluns.
Sears: WORST. JOB. EVER.
Hiei: A short and irate bishie, bishie man who Jess married in Vegas Junior Year.
And from Maya:
Horse: I'm only mildly horse-crazy... I mean, it's not like that's my Eastern zodiac sign...or involved in my middle name... or the cause of the best sport ever....
Spike: A wonderful tactic in volleyball, but I'm better at blocking them than using them. Oh, and another bishie, bishie man. Current obsession, wut?
Flaming Uke: Me! :D ALL I NEED IS A SEME! T^T IS THAT SO WRONG?!
Perfection: Everyone strives for it, only I achieve it. >3
Fashion: THE LOVE OF MY LIFE!!! (sorry, John. <3) Too bad I have no money. >:
- Location:My Couch
- Mood:
ditzy - Music:Buffy The Vampire Slayer
I HATE my job. I am SO BLOODY SICK of getting SCREWED OVER.
Now if you'll excuse me, I am going to go have a bowl of Fruit Loops and go to sleep.
- Location:My Couch
- Mood:
bitchy - Music:Zydrate Anatomy - Repo! The Genetic Opera
- Location:My Couch
- Mood:
listless - Music:No Shelter - Seether
This is who we are
We're the voices
This is who we are
We are not a scene but come bearing
Songs of freedom like Marley to the masses
We are all diseased and tearing
We see the people dying daily and it grabs us
We are not all clean but come wearing
Fronts and facades that raise the odds of you
You and I serving other gods
Which leads to destruction, selah
We are all obsessed with comparing one another to each other and it scares us
One at a time we need to find our identity
Too many times we see the fog in the clarity
Can you hear me loud and clear
Aw, this is who we are
We're the voices of the generation
We make choices that mold a nation
Puttin' down all frustration
And sing it loud and clear
On every station
We are the voices
We are the voices
Voices aren't scared to sit in a chair and share anywhere what the heart can't compare
We need to learn to dare to bear
Burdens of another a voice that has a choice to care
We need the voice to sing our remedy
You and I, we're like the sounds of a symphony
What's my identity, who am I
Just a kid who seeks love from the Most High
Can you hear me loud and clear
Aw,
We're the voices of the generation
We make choices that mold a nation
Puttin' down all frustration
And sing it loud and clear
On every station
We are the voices
We are the voices
We all need a reformation (we are the voices)
We the people serve salvation
From the Voice that shatters land (we are the voices)
Your voice is in demand
Way oooo way, way oohh ooh
Way oooo way, way oohh ooh
Way oooo way, way oohh ooh
Way oooo way, way oohh ooh
We're the voices
Sing it loud and clear
We're the voices
This is who we are
We're the voices
Sing it loud and clear
We're the voices
This is who we are
Can you hear me loud and clear
This is who we are
We're the voices of the generation
We make choices that mold a nation
Puttin' down all frustration
And sing it loud and clear
On every station
We are the voices
We are the voices
We all need a reformation (we are the voices)
We the people serve salvation
From the Voice that shatters land (we are the voices)
Your voice is in demand
You'll never shut us up, you'll never shut us up
You'll never shut us down
You'll never shut us up
You'll never shut us up
You'll never shut us down (we are the voices), you'll never shut us up
You'll never shut us down, you'll never shut us up
You'll never shut us down (we are the voices)
You'll never shut us up, you'll never shut us down
You'll never shut us up
- Location:Couch
- Mood: bitchy
- Music:Voices - Pax 217
I feel a little mutinous, but I'm not going to say anything. I can't. It's too cruel. I'm such a bitch. The mask is going back on, and it's not coming back off. I don't think people could handle it. I'm not a nice person. I tried. It didn't work.
Fluffy needs to get his ass to New York so I have a roommate.
In Recent News:
~Mr. H. is dead. Theoretically, we can has new ferret. We are going to try to wait until I get an apartment.
~I got the job at kgb_ and am almost done with training.
~I applied for several more jobs and will be calling them Wednesday. The earlier I can quit Sears and get some good money, the better. I have so many bills right now. Stupid bloody vet...
Maya and I are hitting the beach Saturday. :D It'll be great. We've decided I am going to spend all my free time with her and Chelsea. Itseducational is going well. I still have like a billion icons to make, and some coding to do, but Lavi and Road are having fun molesting Allen, so it's all good.
Put all my files from the old hard drive back on the laptop, and encrusted said laptop in more stickers.
I have an amazing plan for Tora-con next year, if I go. Palmtree's helping out, because my amazing plan gave her an amazing plan, and it'll be great.
I miss Pip.
I miss my cousin.
I miss Elana.
I have no one to talk to.
~Puppy~
"The greatest single cause of atheism in the world today is Christians who acknowledge Jesus with their lips, and walk out the door, and deny him by their lifestyle."
What If I Stumble? - DCTalk
- Location:Couch
- Mood: irate
- Music:Lover I Don't Have To Love - Bright Eyes
I am officially sick of people. It's not an active kind of feeling, though. Just a passive, apathetic "You don't really matter anymore."
Don't get me wrong, I still adore Pip and most of my friends, but there are others that I neither like nor dislike.
I have to fix my eyebrows.
- Location:My Couch
- Mood: mischievous
- Music:Techno Medley of Haruhi Suzumiya - Aya Hirano
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